Karma. Good or Bad?

hahahaha. i slept at 10am today and woke up at 7pm. LOL! was watching Yin Ye 3 Jia 1. damn nice and funny. HAHAHA. and completed my song. YES! will post somewhere for you guys to comment later on. LOL. now going to orchard to meet Dexter and Cynthia and Dex's cousin or sis. HAHAHAHA. KTV TIME!

hahaha. today went out with... Ames, Dexter, Cynthia and Huiloon. I think we formed a KTV-clique without noticing. hahahaha. we sneaked food into the room. AND I WORE A SHIRT AND BBALL SHORTS. what the hell man. look so... ''dirty'' after singing they came over to my house. LOL. then we played guitar, sing, compose songs that are just nonsense, played cards, eat and dont know what lah. HAHAHA. damn fun lah. especially the composing part.

mirror in chinese became sperm in chinese. HAHAHA. LAUGHED OUT DAMN LOUD! HAHAHAHAHA.

and people, i am composing one chinese song now. hope it will sound nice lah hor. if not nice. then sad for your ears. HAHAHA. I LOVE MY GUITAR!

CYNTHIA LOVING MY STEEL-STRING GUITAR! crazy girl. LOL. Dexter with a TURN-BACK-SUNSHINE-SMILE. HAHAHAHAHAH! Ames crapping. HAHAHA!

Huiloon hiding at one corner. CAMERA SHY BAHS.

Once you touch Music, you are stuck to it forever.

HAHAHHAA. NEARS MY NEW ''BLOGSKIN''. i did the photo myself. nice or not comment it on my tagboard alright? LOL. Cynthia taught me how to put the photos and did lots that she didnt have to. HAHAHA. it was like so easy but i made her stay up till like around 3-4? HAHAHA. thanks lots CYNTHIA! A change of skin means a change of my life. I SHALL BE GOOD FROM NOW ON! but quite hard lah hor. alright. got to rush. BYE!

YAY!

hahaha. this is my ending.

HAHAHA. this is the first day of my ''training month''. gona wake up early everyday. can i do it? we shall see. LOL!

hahaha. these ''cars'' are pretty aint they? watched they drive along the road near the Yishun Library. HAHAHA.

time for some revolution. LOL!

Naturally 7. I LOVE THEM! NICE!

time for me to wake up and face reality again.

i'm always being looked down. i guess i dont deserve good expectation from others. i screwed up too much stuffs. am still doing so. fuck it.

easy as ABC huh? thanks for giving me inspirations for my latest lyric.

both my phones are useless. ****!

its just a game. a game i played with all i have. but yeah. it will end sooner or later. i am still the bastard. and.. i guess, all that i am getting right now is my retributions. i shouldnt feel surprised. i should know i dont even deserve a look from you. for a moment, i think falling in love to stuffs that cant move or talk is the best. my guitar, accompanied me whenever i am super down. though i am playing the same thing over and over again. it will complain. it accompanied me all the way. sigh. and now i sound retarded. what the fuck. i felt it just now. was damn pissed. but i guess, even though on my side not 100% of the mission is completed, but over your side. i think it have taken effect already. my screwed up english. argh. just wana rant here. how deep did i fell? why am i feeling so much pain. it wasnt like that. i knew i wont succeed. i dont mind suffering. but, why so soon. so sudden. so this is how it feels. my tears. i feel fucking dumb. but, feel happy for the 4 a hurt. someone took revenge for them.

i wish to be isolated from everyone. i am a goner.

My Valentine's Day Is Just Like This Post. Lifeless, And Boring. ARGH! stayed at home the whole day.

i can do it! just do it!

LOL. Today went to bugis and bras basar with jonathan. wanted to buy some clothes but ended up buying a keyboard at bras basar. ate lunch at dont know which duck rice stall lah. quite nice leh. hahahaha. then shopped around. look at girls. HAHAHA. must really thanks jonathan for accompanying me. if not i will be a damn loner. THANKS JON! bought some stuffs at bugis street.

hahaha. new tattoo for my guitar! DAMN NICE!

And abit of stars...

WONDERFUL!

My FIRST keyboard!

hahahaha. thanks dad, for helping me stick the stickers. LOL.

missed out quite alot of stuffs. i shall just go through with the pictures lah hor.

me and cousin Qiang on CNY

me and cousin Yvonne on CNY

I AM PROMOTED! hahaha. bullshit

LAO YU SHEN!!! HUAT AR!!!!

the girls with the dog. LOL

hahaha. i am trying my best to look COOL!

justin never change! HAHAHA! jk

Charmaine Leong trying to let me successfully become a gay

poor Elaine. HAHAHA.

Watching MOVIE!

"gambling"

Elaine looking at her pathetic set of cards. HAHA

CNY 2008 @ Charmaine's house

Trying our very best to squeeze Elaine. HAHAHA. She almost die i think.

Retarded

UNAGI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my very first SASHIMI! HAHAHA

My meal at Sakae.

Grilling at Jamie Ong's house. hahahaha.

YUMMY!

Charmaine & Elaine came over to help me dye hair.

hahahaha. can see the diff in colour? but eventually i dyed to dark brown.

LOL! combed me a new hairstyle.

me and beloved "cousin" jamie ong yee yen!

HAHAHA. Jerry showing his BIG BIG SMILE!

No one can do what he can! LOL

Steamboat-ed at my house. LOL!

Beloved guitar 1

Beloved guitar 2

i wana stay young.

okay. back to some blogging.

30/01/08 - Wednesday

East Coast outing with Career Fair friends and friends' friends. LOL. but seriously, me and justin was damn pissed off. HAHAHA. We cycled around East Coast. DAMN SUNNY! had sun burn. kanasai. then me and Justin competed cycling. I WON! HAHAHA. Tour De East Coast. The ratio of guys to girls were like... 2 : 7. hahaha. like WTH. and somemore Justin left to keep his bike. Leaving me with 7 girls. Became a big time flirt. And I was being bullied badly! LOL. But i bullied Elaine alot also lah. LOL. sorry ar Elaine. but seeing you blush like anything amazed me.

This was the only photo i took at ECP. LOL!

Felt terrible while walking to Parkway Parade. Almost die. My damn nose irritated me the whole day. ARGH! Then had a little fun at the playground. LOL. Charmaine was being ''shaked'' terribly by our dear Garfield.

meanwhile, Hillary was busy emo-ing. LOL!

Then played pool. Lost to Justin. LOL. 5-1. GRR! cannot stand it. LOL. The girls were having fun. Most of them were having fun laughing at their ''miracles''. HAHAHA.

Emo's trying hard. LOL!

And this bastard is training behind my back. KANASAI

Let's create miracles!

Justin went off early. So had dinner with ShuEn, Charmaine, and Elaine at Mos. ATE THE WONDERFUL UNAGI RICE BURGER! okay lah. its not actually that wonderful. i just simply love unagi. LOL! Then took bus back. I TOOK 2 WHOLE HOURS TO REACH HOME. Butt almost rot on the way home. The bus trip was like 1 hour plus.

01/02/08 - Friday

PAY DAY! LOL! Went Sentosa with TNS ( The Nut Society ). Hillary didnt manage to join us. sad. We first ate our brunch then walk walk a little. Something caught my attention, so decided to use it as a gift. LOL. The took the tram to sentosa. First time taking the tram though. quite nice lah. then we headed to Tanjong beach. LOL. there were like less than 5 people there only. what the hell. It was so sunny at first, the girls already start to apply sunblock. and then played ''volleyball''. then played pepsi cola. BUT SOON. IT RAINED! kanasai. but.. will we just sit under the shelter and do nothing? NO! me and justin were busy pulling the girls out into the rain. LOL! basically Charmaine was our main target. Rain stopped after around 20+ minutes bahs. then took a walk alone. a 5 minute walk only. LOL! and i fell and had cuts on my feet. KANASAI. Charmaine lah. Told me that they are small fishes. I took a few steps on the rocks and i fell. HAHAHAHA.

Lotion-ing time!

Ego-ness. LOL

1 himbo, 3 bimbos. LOL!

OKAY. so there we are playing.. ''volleyball'' LOL

They were seriously trying to push him. how weak can they be... LOL!

Dancing is their passion. *PUKES* LOL! that was a great shot by me! hahahaha.

and now in bollywood style. LOL!

hahaha. random shot.

this is so.. cliche. LOL

the fun we can have when it rains!

hahaha. pathetic shu.

Charmaine was pulled out into the rain too. but no one took photos. so. SAD FOR YOU CHARMAINE.

Then took tram back. there was an ang moh baby beside me! SO KAWAII! SHE SMILED TO ME!!!! LOL!!!!! CUTE LIKE ANYTHING!!!!

Went for shopping and dinner at Vivo after that. LOL. Had a super full dinner at Pastamania. Went to the playground to play also. LOL! had so much fun! Especially the shaking part. The girls were the ones being ''shaked'' LOL. We also headed to ToyAreUS. hahahaha. had super lots of fun.

thats what teenagers like us do when they go there. LOL