This is my 200th post.
My holidays have been boring. Did nothing much but basketball or going workout. Life is boring for me now. Damn.
Went to Tuckshop with Cynthia and JinLong. Was forced lah actually. JL want to visit WeiLing. Just because she working there. Was damn tired. Now here I am rotting infront of my computer.
This blog have been on since March. It was named Sinner-Zacson. Probably because I guessed i sinned too much. One year have passed. I broke off with her around one year ago when she most needed me. One year. I can just change my phone's calender, computer's calender's or the whole world's calender to 2007, but i can never undo the mistake i had done.
I knew i sinned. I still went to hurt another 2 girl. Sinner-Zacson is the best name I vould give this blog. It also seemed that i lived up to my name. Fuck it. I am sorry.
Sometimes I really wish I am blind. So that i will not see things I don't like or can't accept. But i have no rights to say what i don't like or like already. And there are much more beautiful stuffs for me to admire than those negative stuffs to me. So, i still feel blessed that I can see lah duh.
Watched Why Why Love yesterday. Yang Chen Ling said... "There won't be disappointments if you did not have any expectations." Maybe, I can lead my life without any goals, aims, or expectations so that my life and others will be better.
One year past just like that.
I Regret. Really. Saying sorry probably won't make any difference.