somemore i have realised that my blog is so lame. all those stuffs i blogged about. they are like... so not interesting? hahahaha. maybe i am born boring. LOL.
okay. went for my great aunt's funeral again. today is the 7th and the last day of her funeral. when i reached it was already 11 plus. and i saw my aunts with their eyes red and wet. obviously they teared.
there was a group of muscians. on clarinetist, one saxophone player, and a few percussions. GOD! the way they play. seriously. its not pleasant to the ear at all. its like, the clarinet substitude suona. the uncle was playing damn high. walan. then he kept mispitching and not following the music. he was like playing and figuring what he was playing at the same time. i was struggling there. but over all they did set the correct atmosphere lah.
then the praying goes on. the crying goes on too. we walked round the coffin to take a last look at my great aunt. and again. people burst into tears. it was so emotional. it was so damn hard to not cry. but a few of us held back our tears. i am not that close to my great aunt. i didnt actually felt much when i knew about us losing her. i was touched by the people. the grieve on their face.
this show how powerful love is. imagine having a world without love. how would it be? though love do bring us miseries. but, it brings us happiness too. isn't it? sigh. people, we really must treasure every single one person we have with us. don't regret when we lose them. losing in any form counts. seperation, death, or even break ups. really. treasure every single person that is around you. every single one of them plays a big part of your life. really. even fore bad siblings. their mistake make you learn. and make you a better person. so that next time you will not be like them. isn't it? we learn from people's mistake.
my great aunt's journey in this world ended today. when she was on her way to being cremate. everyone shouted her name. they love her. they treasure her. they miss her. sigh. everybody will pass through this. our parents or anyone might pass away one day. and we have to face the lost. the love and memory will then be the only thing left for you to have any contact with your love ones once they leave this world. sigh... thats life.
i treasure you now, i love you. <3s
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