after singing went to play pool. hahaha. then dad, mum, valerie, junying, ferran and norlyn. but norlyn left earlier. hahahaha. then we played. lots of interesting things happened.
hahaha. i lost to ferran once. and won all the others. and won junying. AHAHAHAHA. i am boosting. DUH? hahahaha. then VAL WON JUNYING!!!!! hahaha. coz dumb dumb junying go score the black ball accidentally. HAHAHAHAHAHA. overall its fun. hahahahahah
wanted to go home. but ended up chatting with valerie. coz we walk the same way home. chatted till around 1am. hahaha. really felt alot better after talking. and really hope she's feeling better and made some decisions about how she gona do in future.
msg to val - don't be so sad kays? i know you miss him. he will always be up there looking after you. no matter how suey you are. you werent really harm. like you say the flower pots. the missed you. right? i think, its him who protected you from being hurt from that flowers pots by making you slightly slower or whatever. he loves you. he misses you too. he wouldnt want to see you cry up there right? cheer up kays? i bet he is doing really fine up there.
& a suey life doesn't mean a meaningless life.
really wish you all the best. for everything. your family, your love life. blah blah blah.
&i won't let your dignity and pride be taken away just liddat.
and to people outside - FAMILY. must treasure. don't regret after you lose them. they are the ones who stayed with you for almost your whole teenage life. even if they suck badly in attitude or whatever, they still play a big part of your life. without them. there will never be a complete family. treasure them.
---FIGHT----<3