today nothing happened. moodswinged almost throughout the whole day. even if a played or laugh. i was still moodswinging. just dont want to dampens people's mood.
i was shocked when that happened. was happy. but. i ended up depressed.
band. i thought was sectional. then mr toh came. he though today was on schedule. yahh. played through. after band. fucking moodswinged.
it hurts alot. but i have to smile.
what should i believe? the situation? or things that i think and happened to me?
each day passes, my hope drops. eat day passes, the pain worsten. each day passes, i am slowly losing myself.
i love you. waiting.