people knows i want you back. but. no one will support me. because, this is what i deserve. its too late for me to regret. i know i have a chance. but. its very slim. everything changed. as each day passes, the hope i have is nearing to 0. and its already near 0. you told me. wana fight dao di. tell him. because its a man thing. but. do i even have any rights to? nopes. who am i? i am just a piece of shit now. i aint anyone of yours. who am i to say anything. these are my consequences. i regret. i regretted leaving you. people reprimanded me. and predict that i will regret. and i did. things that i know gave me hope. but. things that i see and feel, drives me into depression.
i want you back Norlyn. i need you back. BUT. you have him. and i have no rights or power to have you back. because. i made you fall in love with him. i left you. and allowed him to have a chance. and he got the chance. i don't know whether you are really happy or not. but. from what i see. you are. i don't want to bless you or whatever. don't want to say till like i super wei da. let you go love. because. i can't let you go. wait for you to be back with me. though it is quite impossible. sigh. whatever. i love you. i love you more than anyone can ever imagine, especially after me being slapped hard by my own mistakes. i miss you. i miss us.
i have alot of things to say. but. will by saying them make any difference? NO! so whats the point saying. you might find it lame as it might be probably unconvincing. but. i really wana amend my mistakes and hao hao ai ni. sigh. i will never get the chance. never. impossible.
actually. i know what i want to say. but. i think. no point syaing. i used the excuse.. i forget to not say anything. the things that i wana say. will never convince you.
*i can't believe i did those things just to take a look at you.*