okay. i went for prating at duno wer for my passed away great-grand ma, great-grand pa and cousin side aunty.
it was quite fun. me and my cousins were palying and they kepy luffing and luffing. coz i did some dumb stuffs. LOL.
memories got back to me. my great-grand pa have passed away before i was born. the cousin aunty passed away when she was a baby i tink. so i only know my great-grand ma.
she is a very nice person. she always tell me. "ai ho ho tud zhi" mean. must study hard. and always give me a thumbs up when she's saying that. she was 80+ i tink. her memory sort of worsen year by year. but. she will never forget who am i. thats why touching. i duno why is it so. i dun really see her often. but. she remembers me. and last time when we visit her. she would give coins for us to buy sweet. the coins some is that kinda square shape de. damn cute!!! hahaha. i really miss her. her smile that was always on her face. she passed away due to a fall. she broke her hip bone then i tink infection or smt. then she cant hold any longer. and she passed away. i miss you lao ma. (thats what we call her) i hope you are really happy there. my mum said she dreamt bout eu telling her eu very happy up there. hope its true. =))
hmm. about my great-grand pa. he passed away very young. and my great-grand ma stil loves him alot after so many many years without. thats what we call. true love. my great-grand pa looks dashing. he must be a good guy. if not my lao ma will be with him. hahahaha. bless you up there great-grang pa!!! =))
then about my cousin side aunty. her pic was a very young girl. from the picture. if she did not fell sick and survive till now. she surely is that kinda cute type aunty. hahaha. bless you up dere aunty!!! =))
then. on the way home. we ate. everyone was happy. this kinda family. is so... so... no words can describe how great is my family. one day. one of us will leave this world. one by one will. this is life. even if how we dun like one of our family members. we know. if one day they are gone. we will miss them. sigh. i really wish we can live together AS LONG AS POSSIBLE. i pray for good health for each and everyone of you!!! i love you people!!!
*its crying. i can do it!*
*want you to be the first. but, its not gona happen.*