NOW MY BLOODY MOODSWING AND BLOODY FUCKED UP ATTITUDE BLEW EVERYTHING! cb. I ROCKS LAH! YAH! I ROCKS! ROCK UNTIL I FEEL LIKE DYING.
why can't i just ren? and be more open-minded? no wonder things are liddat. BECAUSE OF ME! making that fucking decision. nabei.
walked home. WHY CAN'T THE FUCKING RAIN JUST WASH AWAY MY PAIN? fuck lah. thought i might feel better. I FELT WORST! ARGH!!!!!!!!!! WHY CANT THE FUCKING PAIN BE REPLACED BY PHYSICAL PAIN?!WHY THE FUCK DID I LEAVE YOU?!?!?! ARGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MIGHT AS WELL DIE. I HATE MYSELF! how can live happy when i hate myself. ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!