I HATE THIS FUCKING WORLD! I HATE ME!!! I HATE FUCKING CONSEQUENCES!!! I HATE FUCKING DECISIONS THAT WERE MADE!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK.
ONLY IF i didnt leave you in the first place. all this fucking shit would not happen at all. cb lah. I LOVE YOU!!! argh!!! FUCK. i know i will be affected by the things i do not want to know. but. i kept asking and asking and asking. fuck lah. why the fuck i am doing this to myself? will this do myself or anyone good? WALAO!!! ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! i cant stand this. ARGHHH!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! this is CRAP!!!! CRAPP!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!
sorry for my fucking moodswing. especially to you. i am sorry.
ARGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT FUCKING HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*its splitting, its crushing, its breaking, its crying*
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!