how fucked up to wake up frm a dream with all the things i do not wan to see. even my dreams dun let me off. this really retribution.
played bball ytf with the usuals. rough games. bruises on my knee and arm. we played and nee soon east cc. ard 6. there was teakwondo. so we cant use the court. so decided to play and 213 there derh bball court. dumb enuff. i banged onto a pole. and whole night i wake up coz my hips hurts. fuck tat pole.
alot of injuries. ppl hurt their fingers, wrist. and lester got stepped on his foot and his ankle sprain or smt. LOL. take care.
every night i put my phone beside my bed. every morning i wake up and check my phone every 5 minutes. what am i waiting for? i really duno. i feel so dumb.
now i have to face reality. blogs tat i have read. and one of them tells me tat i am not the only one who needs. i am wrong in the first place and i deserve all the pain and blah blah blah. but. some ppl did things in the right way. they dun deserve the same pain and blah blah blah. so, i should fuck off from their lives.
[ let go, and let you love ]