today was the same. but worst i tink. wasted alot of water while bathing. busying day-dreaming and repending. took the free ride again. and. i did smt super dumb. vivian's mum asked whether i brought my tie along. i tot i didnt. i went back home and get. i searched my room. cant find it anywhere. i check my bag. WTF!!! its in my bag....... grrr. so i went back down. told them it was in my bag. they laughed. LOL. so screwed up.
3 periods of DnT in the beginning of the day. did my work. but day=dreamed for the last 15 minutes.
maths. Mrs Ng was probably spending ard 1 period on nagging. i tink she went thru some works. day-dreamed again.
recess. ate the usuals.... after eating. went to measure my height... omg... smt really amazing happen...
I FINALLY GREW TALLER!!!! i was 1.7m beginning of this year. and i have stucked with this height for ard half a year or so? and. this few mths i grew 3 cm taller! YAYS! i went ard telling ppl. LOL. i was mean enuff to tell ferran. LOL. nth but a middle-finger from him. LOL. i'm sorry mr ferran tan. and bing guang. sorry. i was too happy. keep hitting eu. LOL. PAISE.
after recess was english. hmm. went thru the work lohh. then.... she mentions all the homework. OHH MAN!!!! tmr i have to hand in.... an essay about a progression i witness. and alot lahh. haiya...... hope i can finish them. homework is a good way to stop all the thoughts from coming. but after doing them.... they accumilate and come all together.... -_-
then it was ACE. mr yip changed our seats. i was asked to sit the last column. i told him i dun wan fan above my head. coz i too comfortable, will slp. LOL. so many ppl were asking for fan above their head lahh. LOL.
i tot it was a good seat. but. by looking ard. i tink, my life will be much more tougher. sigh. hope i can get over it.
assembly. the guy was funny. LOL. his body language was great. he could express any mood, character, etc etc. damn cool. mrs sim was sort of more hot tempered then usual. not sure why. CHEER UP MRS SIM!! ok... thats lame.
went for lecture. me and ferran almost caught no ball. until near the end of lecture. we then managed to catch some of the balls. but. he was apparantly slping thru half the lecture. and.. paise for tat blow on ur chest. it was for good intention but bad consequences. LOL. and after the lecture. found out me and ferran actually can tok. LOL. for the 1st time. we chatted. weird...
band... hmm. didnt got the chance to warm-up. made alot of pitching mistakes. grrrrr. and to vincent..... cheer up bro!
dined with jamie, jinghui and jerry. siangdeng joined us later. ate laksa.
walked home. everything seems so peaceful. so happy. the enviroment. the ppl. the journey back seems to long. so long. i regretted doing everything. i shldnt have said anything. i shld have let it be. and hide the truth. if liddat. everyone wld be happy.
to friends... hope eu all wun ask me anithing bout my blog. the feeling of being reminded of things i dun wan to think i trying to avoid to tink is horrible. thanks. and. thanks for the concern of my friends. i am ok. even if i am not ok.
I DESERVE IT.
ok. i shall blog after i do my work bahs. if i stil have strength.
i love you, still
bless