AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! everything is just so fucked up!!!!!!
i am fucking jealous. but what to do? i created this shit for myself. i cannot stop imagining eu and him out there. happy. hold hands. damn sweet. but. i wanted eu to be happy. on the another hand. i cant bear to see eu happy with another guy. i love you i love you i love you. i am sorry for what i did. but what the fuck difference will dere be for saying this. bloody decisions and bloody concequences.